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hi welcome to wall mart

[personal profile] headhooligan 2023-10-05 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)

(ooc: therapy is getting handcuffed at the 24/7 limbo wal-mart)

[Their lesson must have gone either very wrong or very, very right.]

[It’s strange; as usual, Aubrey doesn’t remember the details. There’s a scene, it feels realer than anything; then a sense of closure, the impression of an aftermath, but details come up short. What matters now, though, is that she’s in a knockoff department store, and its inscrutable liminality reminds Aubrey that she has a mission. This environment, it seems, doesn’t.

[She wishes Eren were here. If he didn’t recognize karaoke, surely he’d get kick out of, say, automatic doors. The sheer overwhelm of stepping in a building and getting bombarded by advertisements and price tags, registers and brands… it’s stupid, it’s mundane (or at least used to be), and it’s the exact kind of everyday inanity Aubrey kind of misses and definitely wants Eren to experience.

[There’s barely anyone here, too. Not no one, unlike the diner, but faceless people stroll idly by, pushing empty carriages… carriages. And nary a worker in sight.

[Wait. Wait. Oh, fuck yes, she can do this now—]

[Smash cut, if one will, to the wreckage of Aubrey’s attempt to scour the aisles in “style”: a crash, weird blue-lined cases scattering like dominoes, and a cart rammed headlong into a pop-up shelf that Aubrey, herself a little dazed from the last-second jumpoff, swears was not there five seconds ago.]

So what if I want to ride a carriage like a scooter?! [For lack of other sound, this is audible through half the store.] If I crash, no one gets hurt but me. I’ll even pick up the stupid mess, even though no one’s real to care about it!

[Alas, her protest goes ignored by the quote-unquote-not-real security guard who’s got her wrist in a very real vicegrip. Aubrey sounds more than a little petulant, but why does this place have to hate fun?! Why’s she getting dragged to the back of the damn store? And what’s with these fuckoff-huge black… boxes? They’re lining the stands and the back walls; she’d think they were screens, all turned off, if not for being way, way too thin to actually be functioning technology. What is this, some scifi shit?]

What, are you taking me to fake-Othermart-jail? You know that won’t—

[The guard answers by slapping a handcuff around the grabbed wrist, which hurts. It snaps snug to Aubrey’s skin on contact, tight—and before she can spit a profanity-filled protest, the other cuff is hooked to someone else.

[And with that, away steps the guard—leaving Aubrey to recognize, immediately slammed with embarrassed mortification, exactly who she’s been locked to.]

Ar…min…! [oh god please kill her] Hi…!

headhooligan: (09A i have no chill and i must scream)

Denny’s… Denny’s never changes.

[personal profile] headhooligan 2023-10-17 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)

[”Aubrey. Please.

[She can’t stop thinking about it. She wondered, after Reiner, if she might see Eren again; she hasn’t. His voice, instead, found her; those desperate, haunting words. And she can’t bend or will or beg with the world enough to make it show her more.]

[Reiner hadn’t seen him. Bertholdt barely recognized him. Armin… Armin wanted to talk to him again. Soon. God, let it have been recent....]

[The Aubrey that steps in the diner is a frazzled one. Her bow remains but her hair’s unkempt, her eyes (still contactless) wild, and she opens and closes her scarred hand around nothing, pained, over and over.

[The hostess approaches; Aubrey ignores her.]
Armin? [Is he at a table again? The counter? Please. Please. Maybe she’s skimming the place too fast to notice.] A-Armin, are you here?

headhooligan: (00B talking.)

welcome to the meme bus, strap in and enjoy(?) the ride

[personal profile] headhooligan 2023-10-21 02:58 am (UTC)(link)

[This world’s got a weird sense of humor. It’s the question room again, random-rolling ceiling and all, but… different. Themed. And it’s not Eren she’s standing across from.

[Well, this’ll be embarrassing for everyone involved. The look Aubrey gives Armin as the numbers fly is mildly bemused, and she hopes it conveys “oh my god, I’m sorry you’re about to experience this.” At least the first question dings with something… maybe less incriminating?]

Thirty-two. “Would you ever marry for money?”

Edited (forgot the title smh) 2023-10-21 03:00 (UTC)
headhooligan: (06A hm.)

The Beach Episode

[personal profile] headhooligan 2023-11-06 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)

[In Eren and Armin’s memory, they talked about the ocean. Armin was thinking about it, too, when he summoned the rain. Aubrey swore she’d show them both; the world hasn’t given her the chance. Or maybe she hasn’t intended it enough.

[But when she thinks about finding Eren peace, the memory rolls in like the tide. The beach she finds herself on is familiar yet not; where she remembers umbrellas and stray castles, there’s only sand. Sand, a shoreline—and, arranged neatly in a picnic basket, slices of watermelon. Looks fresh and juicy. It’s a memory Basil immortalized. Snacks like that taste better shared…]

[As Aubrey takes her shoes off and ties her jacket around her waist, she notices she’s not alone. Someone’s already here, standing in the water. From the back, the figure’s only faintly familiar. Has she seen clothes like that before? But the hair, short and blonde… No, too tall. But maybe…]

[Leaving the basket for the moment, Aubrey steps tentatively towards the shore.]

Armin?

headhooligan: (09D can’t fix that)

here comes the pain train

[personal profile] headhooligan 2023-11-28 06:55 am (UTC)(link)

[Aubrey’s not sure when she falls asleep, but she dreams, vaguely. No specific actions (or nightmares, for that matter), just… faces. Lost friends. People she never got to see enough.

[Eren might see them, too; last looks. Mari, gentle as always; Hero, Kel, Sunny, dark and broken; Basil, horrified; Basil, scared for his life; Basil, a horror himself—]

[She wakes abruptly, vision blurred by tears. Ah… it was bound to spill sooner or later.]

[Aubrey finds herself upright again, still on a couch, Eren still sleeping on her lap—breathing, warm. But someone else has joined them: Armin, upright but leaning and sleeping. The rest of Eren is on his lap, now.

[It’s a precious sight. Aubrey wishes desperately that she could take it in, notice nothing else, but she’d recognize the wallpaper in the periphery anywhere. She covers her mouth and chokes back something inhuman.]

[It’s his house, now. A quiet living room—and kitchen, and dining, and entry. Small place. Every detail is crystal clear; an overwhelming green tamed by the soft light of morning (or is it evening?), plants on the bookshelves, plants from the ceiling, on the tables, by the windows. All immaculately cared for, blooming and thriving—even as, outside, there’s a chill. It seeps through thin walls, a reminder that the house is not as cozy as it looks.

[He had lots of happy birthdays here, anyway. Right in the middle of Februrary.... The winds outside had nothing on them.]

[Aubrey could almost think she’s been tossed back for real, Eren and Armin with, but one detail is glaringly amiss: the television. Numbers roll like static; a familiar sight, albeit never before vertical. She’s not sure if it’s a mercy or a cruelty that a question won’t land yet. Maybe it’ll be a good distraction....]

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[personal profile] blockaded 2024-01-03 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[Reading from a little card:] “Power of friendship: Your friend tells you that they committed a crime. They explain that they are having trouble sleeping at night and feel you are the only one they can trust with their confession. A few days later, you read in the paper that someone else has been arrested for your friend’s crime. What do you do?”

[Dry glance up.] Hey, nice to meet you.
Edited (link broke. off to a good start lads) 2024-01-03 19:59 (UTC)
headhooligan: (07A leaning)

aubremin time.

[personal profile] headhooligan 2024-01-23 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)

[It’s been how long since they started with one of the world’s little games? It’s a nice one, at least. And god, may it not leave Armin coughing up petals again....]

[She smiles at him, faint and tired, but light all the same. Eren’s not with her, but he’s in the arms of someone else he loves and who loves him. Despite how Armin last saw them… they’re holding on.]

Hey, Armin. [On to the prompt, then.] You know, despite what you’ve said… I think you’re one of the most true people I know. You know what you value, and you know what you’re fighting for. [Maybe it’s presumptuous, but…] I don’t think any of that is a lie.

And your ocean-blue eyes are pretty beautiful, too. [Small cough. Sometimes the clichés are true.]

headhooligan: (09C lost in an AU)

Go here. Go in the dark.

[personal profile] headhooligan 2024-03-21 07:15 am (UTC)(link)

[It’s sudden. The light dies, and the pinky hooked in Aubrey’s is someone else’s. It’s familiar; she clasps at the hand, with the finger in her other now gone.]

Sunny? [What happened.] Eren? [What the hell happened?!]

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did u know pauxitawny phil gains its power through a groundhog potion made of other pauxitawny phils

[personal profile] enteloki 2024-03-27 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[Life is funny.

It's growing up with a semblance of hope in a world you don't understand and watching the cracks form in the people around you. It's pretending those same etchings aren't crawling under your own skin, even as a dagger pierces the neck of a man who could've been a real father in another life. It's watching those red, deep red, crimson red drying into black form on the weathered outlines of your palm.

It's watching a boy become a legend and-

It's watching a boy become a liar.

It's funny because he can almost grasp long lost days in his mind, but they get fuzzier. Less vivid. Less real when the gurgled sputtering of a corpse is able to drown out memories of laughter. Of fun. Of sleepovers and quiet nights under blankets. Of shared toys and stick fights.

It's so goddamn funny.
]

Oh! I didn't expect to see you here - it's been awhile.

[A feigned smile, a softness in his tone - a mask to the marred reality they're both living in. This chance meeting through the town doesn't feel like a kind stick being through by fate - it feels like a war cry. Like a sword etching more cracks between them all, like-]

I take it you're looking for Eren?