rollcharisma | PSL / MEME CONTINUATION

[If it’s any consolation to Armin, seeing his face go pink has Aubrey’s turning a similar shade. It’s an awkward question no matter what, but…

[…“Size”? Oh. Oh, haha, well, yeah, Aubrey’s not stupid, he doesn’t need to make this a thousand times worse talking around it like that and she would’ve interrupted him if she had the chance and hey hey Aubrey, hey, Aubrey, focus, most mortifying second of her life Eren’s eyes are up here—]

[Anyway! Her hands are on her face now. By the time Armin gets to women, that is, which is somehow very fast and yet not quick enough at all. What did he even say between then? At least she’s not being quizzed on it. Kill them now, actually.]

[When Armin’s finally done, she just. Cracks open a finger to peer sideways at him. Her face is very, very red.]

Hourglass figure. You can say it.

[Her tone is very flat, considering. Blunt. Not soft. She’s not stupid.]

Big tits and ass. Guys like that. I get it.

[Kill them now, actually!]

[!!!!!]

I would never say that! Use those words--

[Still asleep, a snicker.]

What, use them sparingly?

[She laughs, half snickering half dying. Well, mostly dying, but today she learned Armin’s a prude (verbally, at least), and that’s funny.]

Eren agrees. [Aubrey is so fucking glad his eyes are closed.] You can use the bad words.

It's not a matter of that. [He swears all the time, maybe!]

It's...disrespectful. Isn't it?

[Please roll a different number, please roll a different number--

[The screen rolls. It lands back on forty-one.]

Same question. [It's nearly a groan.]

[Well, specific people are one thing, but—
[Before Aubrey can dreg up some argument (for banter’s sake more than anything), the world has other ideas.]

Hey, Armin, before anything else?

Kill me.

[It’s… only fair....]

I find… Eren appealing.... [Copout.] You know, the face. He’s strong. I’ve seen his abs. [Okay,,] I like his eyes. His hair. [Flicking at those strands, with the hand that’s not still hiding her face on Armin’s side.] He’s— I mean. You know. He’s hot. 10 out of 10.

So. Yeah. Uh. Strong, and—

[Is she done yet? No, the world says, because this is quite possibly the worst way ever to nudge a bisexual awakening.]

—I mean, I’m not— judging your preferences, or anything, but—

[Fuck. Fuck! Just spit it out!]

I like a guy who can pick me up and I think if I could pick up a girl that’d be kinda cool. Okay? [She claps her hands abruptly and keeps them clasped.] There! Final answer.

["I've seen more than his--"]

Great! [He'd like this to be over too!]

Next question. Your turn.

[Yeah, I kinda figured—]

Sixty-two! “Are you someone who falls in love easily?”

[Armin doubts that there's a God, but if there is one, he's thanking it.]

Me? No. [He answers a little too quickly, still flustered from the previous exchange. He clears his throat in an attempt to slow himself down.]

I mean, I've only...it's only been once, so. Can't say that I do, no.

[The numbers roll.]

The next one - oh. [With this, a little smile.] Describe your ideal honeymoon.

[Oh, thank fuck.]

Honeymoon. Yeah. I can do that. [A huff of a sigh. Aubrey nods. Yes. Better.]

I mean, we already— Well. I guess it wasn’t exactly a honeymoon, but Eren’s taken me to the tree before. Just me and him. [The blush hasn’t gone away, but it’s softer now.] I think… something quiet like that. That’s perfect.

That same tree...?

Where we danced, you mean?

[On Eren's grave, no less...]

…Yeah.

Why…?

[Armin smiles, eyes dropping back to Eren's face again - serene, untroubled.]

That tree is a special place for us - Eren and Mikasa and I. It's from the town we grew up in. We used to spend hours just racing back and forth up the hill - sleeping, reading, talking.

[He loves him, he loves him, he loves him. Gently, he takes one of Eren's hands and lifts it to his mouth, leaving a soft kiss. Eren's fingers curl around his own.]

If he took you there...that had to mean a lot to him.

[…Oh.]

[He didn’t mention that. Ugh, not something she would have said out loud—] Sorry, I mean…

[Armin’s kiss is so soft.]

…It’s a nice place.

[Aubrey falls quiet. All circumstances considered, she’s not surprised Eren never mentioned that the tree was important to Armin and Mikasa, too… it just hasn’t seemed like he ever intended to, either.]

[Secret, sacred places.... The lake flashes through her mind; Armin might glimpse it.
[Yeah. She can guess why Eren stayed quiet.]

[Until he hears Aubrey's thought, it doesn't really occur to him that Eren might not have wanted him to share; doesn't occur to him that he might have just, somehow, cheapened something special to Aubrey. It occurs to him now, and his smile fades just a bit. It was their place first, sure, but...he doesn't mind sharing it...

[He doesn't recognize the lake, but...he's sure he saw one, if only for a moment.]

You know...Eren's always been a deep sleeper like this.

[Armin still has Eren's hand in his.]

I know there must be something more going on, but it's just...familiar. Sometimes he'd sleep for days straight without moving an inch - didn't get up to eat or anything.

[It’s not so much cheapened as it is… different, somehow. Had they been through less, Aubrey might think Eren was lying to her on purpose. But she gets it. It was a past he was avoiding when he introduced it, and since then… well, it’s never been a good time.

[Maybe she’ll ask him about it… but really, what’s to say?]

[Armin’s focus has shifted, for now.] …Days?
[Not too concerned, since Armin doesn’t sound it… but that’s still a long time.] Must’ve been really worn out....

[What was it Levi said? The weight of the world on his shoulders.
[…Oh god, Levi. He’ll be pissed. And she should tell Armin about him, too—but for now, relaxing in the respite, she just watches.]

[Armin nods, solemn.]

Back when he was first learning how to use his titan...

[He doesn't need to justify the weight the falls over them when he says that; at least, he doesn't think so. He can certainly feel it. Back then, Eren was just a rookie kid with a new, strange power. None of them knew that he'd eventually use that power to destroy the world.

[After all of that, death was really the only sort of sleep that could be restful enough, wasn't it...?

["Maybe that's what this is..."]

Things were a lot different back then.

[The weight isn’t too confusing. Eren was trying to use his titan back in Shiganshina; he must’ve had it back then, years younger. Aubrey doesn’t know the full story of how he got it, or for how long—but, well.

[“…we’re resting the fate of all humanity on your shoulders.” It’d connect.]

[Aubrey’s not certain if that shared, but she might as well:] …Levi. I met Captain Levi, before this.

[It’s abrupt, but she leaves it at that.]

[Armin recognized the voice instantly, yes, but assumed first that it was only one of Eren's memories, shared through yet another convoluted conduit. Apparently not the case. He can't keep the look of surprise from his face.]

Captain Levi? He's here?

…Yeah. Back at, ah, a different friend’s house.

[She manages to keep her tone neutral enough, somehow. Maybe a little too blank, considering she’s trying not to betray any strong opinions; her thoughts haven’t settled enough for even an involuntary one to form.]

At least, that’s where I last saw him.

[But I doubt he’s going anywhere. With a limp like that…? For however much spatial permanence matters here, and if he’s not world-shifting on purpose....]

[Armin's a smart guy. At Aubrey's thought, it's pretty obvious that Levi has come from the same point he has, even if timelines before Eren's death had been a little...disjointed in this universe. Then again, maybe that only applied to Eren, who had infinite access to all of time anyway. It's enough to make Armin's head hurt...

[He nods, understanding.

[He's...sorry that Captain Levi has to be here. If anything, what he deserves is rest, and it's not as if there's much left of their world, but...Armin and Mikasa want to be with Eren. He can't imagine that Levi does...]

Sorry. Whose...turn is it again?

[Armin can also tell that something is going on in Aubrey's head, but she doesn't exactly look as though she wants to share, so...]

[…Huh. Aubrey thought Armin might have more to say about that revelation. No questions or anything…?

[She is perfectly fine with him not asking, though.] Right, ah… [Mental rewind. This, from Eren sleeping, from his tree—] My turn.

[The number rolls… and when it lands, Aubrey makes a face.]

Ninety-eight: “Do older or younger partners turn you on more?”

The fuck kind of a question is that?

[What is there to ask, really? They're all just sort of...stuck here. Captain Levi showing up isn't exactly a surprise at this point. For whatever reason, it just...makes Armin a little sad that he has to be stuck too.

[Aside from that, Captain Levi will always feel like a superior to Armin - a role model, someone to be respected. It doesn't matter that he himself technically in charge now. It feels wrong to talk about him when he's not here. Especially in front of Eren...

[So the question is a reprieve, even for it's...strangeness. Armin wrinkles his nose.]

Is that...really something people think about? I've only ever been with someone the same age, but as long as they were within a similar window, I don't really see how age matters.

[So Armin finds it strange, too. Good. She would’ve started looking at him weird (voluntarily or otherwise) if he didn’t.]

Yeah, it’s like that in my world, too. If you do make a big deal of it you’re kind of a weirdo.

[Somewhere, faintly, Aubrey is reminded that she was not cognizant of Eren’s age, and hadn’t even thought to ask, until… fairly late. But that would have changed things, so her dignity’s intact.] Anyway, uh. Your go.

I think I'd have to agree with that.

[The numbers roll. When Armin sees the world's next selection, he just looks confused.]

Twenty-three: have you ever received a...homemade chocolate-- [He cuts himself off to give Aubrey an exasperated look.]

How can it go from questions like that to everything else they've asked?

I can’t believe I get to use this icon, in this PSL,,

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I had to fucking use this icon

beautiful!

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kept the question bc it's funny to me