[Bertholdt squeezes his eyes shut tight, his entire body rigid with tension. He looks like he could explode. "Get it together, dammit. You're a warrior. You're a--"]
God...
[Just one more sob. Just one. He sucks it back in with a sharp breath, forcing his eyes open. He slaps clumsily at his eyes, frustrated - overcome.]
This is Hell, this is...
[It's just what he deserves, but...
[He tucks his head in between his knees long enough to scrub his hands through his hair a couple of times. He feels like he's about to lose it.]
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God...
[Just one more sob. Just one. He sucks it back in with a sharp breath, forcing his eyes open. He slaps clumsily at his eyes, frustrated - overcome.]
This is Hell, this is...
[It's just what he deserves, but...
[He tucks his head in between his knees long enough to scrub his hands through his hair a couple of times. He feels like he's about to lose it.]
I want to go home...I just want to go home...