[Finally, tears do spring into Bertholdt's eyes. He's good enough at holding back the worst of the emotion, but only in the way that makes it rot in his chest.]
I know. I know that.
[At this, he lets himself fall back into a seated position on the roof, immediately pulling his knees up to his chest again.]
I'd accepted it. I really had.
[Reiner, on the other hand...
[A shadow appears behind Bertholdt without him noticing; his friend, but older, kneeling on the roof with a rifle in his mouth. Bertholdt continues, unaware.]
I had no choice but to live with myself, you know? Even up until the end, I could tell myself they were all Devils if I tried, but...
[He shakes his head. Reiner cocks the gun. Bertholdt still doesn't notice.]
It wasn't true...They were our friends, we...We came to love them...
[His voice sounds quiet, broken.]
How couldn't we...?
[Another shadow; this one should be unmistakable to Aubrey. Eren Jaeger, removing the rifle, holding out his hand, pulling Reiner to his feet. A ghostly echo makes Bertholdt turn his head:]
"We are the same."
[The shadows dissipate. Bertholdt's eyes are wide.]
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I know. I know that.
[At this, he lets himself fall back into a seated position on the roof, immediately pulling his knees up to his chest again.]
I'd accepted it. I really had.
[Reiner, on the other hand...
[A shadow appears behind Bertholdt without him noticing; his friend, but older, kneeling on the roof with a rifle in his mouth. Bertholdt continues, unaware.]
I had no choice but to live with myself, you know? Even up until the end, I could tell myself they were all Devils if I tried, but...
[He shakes his head. Reiner cocks the gun. Bertholdt still doesn't notice.]
It wasn't true...They were our friends, we...We came to love them...
[His voice sounds quiet, broken.]
How couldn't we...?
[Another shadow; this one should be unmistakable to Aubrey. Eren Jaeger, removing the rifle, holding out his hand, pulling Reiner to his feet. A ghostly echo makes Bertholdt turn his head:]
"We are the same."
[The shadows dissipate. Bertholdt's eyes are wide.]
Wh-what...what the hell? Reiner!